Monday, December 28, 2009

My CFNM Beginning

How I got started in CFNM was back in high school about 20 years ago. It was 1997 and I was dating this girl who was a year older. I was 16 and in-shape from playing contact sports. I worked out often and didn’t have much body hair, so there was some muscle definition. Remember, I was 16 so that was easy to do back then.

My girlfriend and I were making out in my mom’s car near some field that had little or no traffic at night. It didn’t take long for her to go outside the car . Southern California summer nights are very nice with no wind and some left over heat from the day. As we’re standing against the car making out, she lifted off MY shirt and began feeling my body. Her hands slid their way down to my pants where she struggled to unbutton the 501 Levi’s. Recall they are button-fly with 5 buttons. As she unbuttoned my pants I tried to lift her shirt to feel her nipples but she stopped me. She said to “..wait”. I expected her to reach into my pants to get a feel but she didn’t. She knelt down and untied my Vans, removed them and the socks. When she came back up she began pulling my pants down. I made a slight attempt to keep them up but didn’t give it much effort because I expected to keep my boxers on. When the pants were off I leaned in to hug and kiss her because I was feeling exposed/uncomfortable out there on the roadside. I also had some pre-cum making my boxers wet and that was also embarrassing for me. She gently pushed me back and touched my body, arms and slid down to my legs.

As she was feeling my legs she rubbed my cock outside the underwear. Boxers have an easy opening in front so the head of my cock started showing. She lightly pinched the head of my cock and rubbed some pre-cum between her fore finger and thumb. I’m not comfortable being exposed outside because I still don’t know if anyone is around or can see from a distance. Without knowing what happened, she quickly pulled down my boxers to my ankles. Out of embarrassment, I quickly bent over to grab my boxers and pull them up. She held them down there and told me “….please, please keep them down for now. I want to see you naked. It turns me on”. I chuckled and tried to pull them up again. She said “please”. I let go and slowly stood up. I stood there embarrassed about my cock because I’ve never been naked in front of a girl before. I wasn’t a virgin at that point but I’ve never shown my cock for full viewing. I put my hand over my cock to provide a shield but she moved it away and put both my hands at my side. She lifted up each foot and removed my boxers. She stood up and just looked at my naked body and semi-hard cock. She walked around me touching my neck, feeling my shoulders, arms and two-handed squeezed my ass.

She asked me to turn around so I faced her. She reached for my cock and pulled it a few times, which made it hard. I was excited and nervous all at the same time….with a hard-on. I was now facing the field which made me more nervous because I didn’t have the car to hide me. She took my hand and walked me out toward the field. I was nervous because I’m clearly out in the open with no clothes on. Every time I resisted she said “please”. Somehow I gave in to the “please” comments. When I was about 20 feet away she said she didn’t want to take me out too far in case we have to run back to the car. That didn’t help my nervousness. She looked around nervously and then squatted in front of me. She put her mouth on my cock and started sucking. She was new to sucking cock at that age so I oddly bent my knees a bit to get lower for her. So there I am, naked in the field, standing with a weird pose and about to cum. It didn’t take long for me to tell her I’m about to cum. She pulled her mouth away and let go with her hand. I’m starting to cum with no hands or mouth on my cock, so I grabbed it with my hand and stroked it. We all know you need more contact when you reach the point of no return. Rather than ruining an orgasm, I jacking it in front of her, I just went with it. So now I’m naked in a field, standing weird and jacking off in front of a girl. My heart is pumping and I’m almost scared at this point. All a first for me. She had stood up and was just staring at my cock and hand. Her mouth was open and she didn’t say a word. When I let go, my cock was moving up and down from the pulses from cumming. After my cock went to a semi-hard on, she took my hand and walked me back to the car. She said “let’s go…” I thought I did something wrong. We never talked about it but I can say it wasn’t the last time we did that. It became her “thing”.

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Thursday, December 24, 2009

CFNM Experience


This is the latest experience since I started this blog. In early September a female friend was laying out at her apartment pool. She invited me to stop over. She's a friend from high school who is attractive. We've flirted in the past with quick grabs on each other but knew it was only for fun. While sitting in lounge chairs across from each other I noticed her looking at my shorts. Her sunglasses were lightly tinted so I could see her eyes. When she got up for a drink I repositioned my shorts so my cock could be seen if I opened my leg slightly. She sat down and after a few minutes I turned my head away and subtly opened my leg. Without turning my head I looked back with my eyes (covered by dark sunglasses). She was looking so I opened my leg further. I kept it like that for a few minutes then got up to break the situation.
Shortly after that she asked about a girl I dated in high school (It was the girl I dated who enjoyed CFNM before it had an official acronym). It was small talk but it reminded me of CFNM. I asked her if she knew what CFNM was and then explained it to her that its about the woman being in control and not necessarily a sex thing. I told her I’ve never officially done it with friends or strangers. She said it sounded interesting and wouldn’t mind something like that happening. Now, she was talking in general and not about me doing it. I told her I would be embarrassed because I’m just an average guy and most women want to see a HUGE cock. I’m average in every way. She said “….not always. I’m sure you would look fine in the nude”.
As the day was ending I needed to hit the bathroom near the pool. It’s an apartment pool bathroom set up with an open door and then you turn to the side to enter the urinal/toilet areas. The open door can be seen from where we were sitting about 20 feet away. After I went I decided this was my time to get nude for her to see. There was no one else around the pool so I dropped my shorts and shook my cock for a few seconds to shake out the wrinkles. I peeked my head around the corner to make sure it was clear and she was still there. I called her name and then walked out to the door opening. I was very nervous but her reaction made me more comfortable. She said “Hey, why don’t you walk out here so I can get a better look at you..”. I told her the area was too open for the public to see. I put my shorts back on and walked out. After awhile we packed up and carried the chairs back to her apartment. While at her apartment I needed to change into dry shorts so I went to her bathroom. I decided to do it again. I dropped by shorts, shook out my cock and walked out. She was facing the other way so I said “this is how it would be for CFNM… you clothed, the guy nude”. She turned around and smiled….and stood there looking me over. It was uncomfortable!!! I’m use to being nude for intercourse situations where couples would walk close and hug, thereby covering me up and she cannot see me. This was different. She walked up closer and looked around me. I told her my cock is only average and I shook it again with my hand. I said this is basically a CFNM situation. She asked what does the woman do? I told her she is free to touch, pinch, caress, squeeze, look, etc. She is in control. So she walked up and squeezed my cock and asked if that was alright…yes it was. I think I was naked for about 20 minutes while we talked. On occasion she would touch something but she stayed back just to look.
Shortly after that I had to leave and got dressed. I’ve been back twice but I’ll blog about those later.